Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

almost half done... can't wait to finish this.. frustrating... looks like i'm staying in town till friday. overload of homework.. tis ok.. i'm gonna fuck around most of next week. there is a certain feeling knowing that both this and the winston churchill project will be done and done well even if i have to take the extra day. doesn't affect little man much probaly gonna go in afternoon friday to brantford.. or something. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Metallica, The House That Jack Built.

yet another fun weekend filled with a shitload of homework.. i will not miss university.. but i'm getting better at it at all the time. got a few bucks in my pocket and by next week will have a lot more. packing up boxes and getting ready to leave the shithole i'm living in? tommorow might bring something new who knows... i was looking thru old emails today and i'm convinced that even back then you were insane which explains everything... hopefully the genetics swing in my favor and he's not a total nutjob when he grows up. Current Mood: determined Current Music: Skid Row, 18 and Life.

tell me how to feel... teach me how to hate... you do it so well. it figures this song's on MSn radio right now. Current Mood: Pissed Current Music: David Bowie, Ziggy Stardust.

had a good time went to the cn tower with some freinds from england... was scared shitless but it was fun.... curious george on sunday in st. cath, he fell asleep in my arms just like he used to... good movie.. will have to buy him it on dvd.... tired.. gonna sleep on the bus home and back to the dreck of homework... i cannot wait to be done with windsor... maybe i should look into moving back to toronto... hasn't changed much but maybe i do need a change of scenery.. actually thinking maybe that one of the two great loves of my life might have a change of heart one day.... more like positive thinking.. there's so much simmingering hatred and bitterness right now.. but sometimes a bright spot... but i'm not doing it for her.. anything i do.. only for him.... just a little lost in a lot of thoughts.. was nice to have a change of scenery.

i got exactly everything that needed to be done last night. unlike you i don't spin my heels and waste my time.... i just wish i could use my magic to make you disapeer. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Iggy Pop,Raw Power.

you know i'm really enjoying my weekends in windsor. up all night and sleeping all of saturday enjoyable. guess i gotta make the most of it while i still have the oppurtunity. did i mention how much i love pissing people off? and hitting on girls downtown? so who do i look like? mm dinner... must be nice... didn't think they had a kids menu.... tis ok.. i'll actually go somewhere where i don't have to deal with adults next time i get paid.... Current Music: Def Leppard, Let's get Rocked.

good weekend... but the coda sucked... last time i do anyone i don't like a favor... had a blast playing with dinosaurs on the farm however... he's a natural talent get's it from both his father and mother... loves being on stage and hammming it up.... plays the keyboard and piano at home she said... yes we actually had a conversation.... i'm thinking i'm gonna pick up a good keyboard for both of us to use when i move to st. cath. Current Mood:exhausted.. it's been a long couple of days.... Current Music: Dio, Rainbow in the Dark