Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

a job at niagra college?? dream come true.. i had to applied.. pretty sure both jobs i applied for today in niagra will get me call backs... one working at niagra would fucking rule awesomely... 2. the other job i applied for ain't bad either and my Published material would probaly assist in that endevor... added my published peice to my resume today.. man i rule. Current Mood:Very Optimistic. Current Music:Godsmack, Speak.

everything changes tommorow... i'm done for good.. i can't wait to move... patched up with an old freind and i can't wait for a responce, i'm assuming your not going to be happy. Current Mood:optimistic. Current Music:Headstones, Cemetary

It requires more courage to suffer than to die, Napoleon Bonaparte sitting around studying... everything is about to change within a week.. i have successfully kept my anger under wraps but this time i am ready for full fledged war.. this summer is gonna end up being very fucking interesting... only the caustious general picks his battles.. it's time to start breaking some of the rules.. after all i'm not the only one that does... i won't miss windsor... and it looks like niagra is where' it's at... there's something important there... it means more than both generals personailtys and their clashes... your conspircacy of silence will only hurt you and him in the end. you can hurt me now but i'm not giving up or dying away... read the quote. in the long run you only hurt that which is most important... and my headspace will be fine.. once i wrap it around you. so i've been listening to 977 htz fm on the interweb lately.. gotta get back into old habits...t

finally maybe i should give some positive information to this. almost graduated unimaversity.. finally.. finished yet another poetree book.. starting to get some firm plans of what the non fiction books are going to look like... spent the night looking for apts. and jobs on the interweb... things are looking up.. less pissed off than earlier... i just gotta get thru the next few week anyways,on a related note metallica has a new album coming out.. maybe it's time to kick there asses with my own band. st. cath and/or hamilton looks promising. maybe i'll actually do something musically this time... forced to grow roots in places you don't want to sucks. Current Mood: hmmm Current Music:Twisted Sister, We're not Gonna take it.

welcome to your game... this time i'm gonna play by the rules and fucking destroy you. it's too bad your so fucking selfish.. it's not each other we are hurting.. but your fucking clueless... that's ok somethings are coming together.. i will have a better leg to stand on if i get this job and aptment i want in hamilton. never thought i'd want to return to the old neighborhood i grew up in but why the hell not... really starting to think about the books i want to write.. it will keep my mind occupied after university. Current Mood: unsatisfied. Current Music: Sympathy for the Devil. Guns and Roses

why do i bother trying anymore... i fucking give up.. i think i'm gonna take this summer and find myself seeing how everyone around me is so supportive... not. maybe i'm thinking lately i've made a mistake but whatever no looking back, no regrets, fuck em all. Current Mood: angry agian. Current Music:Rush, The Spirit Of Radio.

not in the greatest of moods.. i cannot wait for this month to be over.. another job interview friday... this weekend will hopefully be uncomplicated. not sure what i'm feeling right now.. i mean everything in the last 4 years is finally @ an apex.. but i sacrificed so much for it.. and the people i really thought that would be there for me aren't. whatever, i'll be fine. looks like this job in hamilton will turn out that would be cool. just pissed off and a ball of emotion.. midterm stress maybe.. thankfully they're all done.. one more set of exams end of the month and then i'm done. goodbye windsor.. i'll keep you updated. Current Mood: Hated. Current Music:Styx, Renegade.

it's nice to wake up beside someone you care about.... had an exam at 830 i think i did alright at.. i'm feeling better.. less angry today... but it still stings. Current Mood: less pissed off. Current Music:Hit the lights, Metallica.