Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

may have a job putting together curcuit boards..... who knows... anything is better than nothing.... a job's a job. wish i'd wasted more time in university tho.. so much more i wanted to learn but of course life got in the way.... maybe i'll have a chance in a few years instead... it's time to be positive and deal with the future instead of going about on should have, could haves, i may not like $t. Ca$herines but i live here... like it or lump it.... hopefully on the upside i'll end up less than unemployed by next week. Current Mood: pensive, like something might happen.

had a really good weekened and had a blast with no problems and an extended visit... been chasing jobs and hanging out with freinds all week. the weather has been nicer. ccatching up with some old freinds too.. will have to go visit windsor soon but am starting to finally adapt to the hands i've been dealt in turns of st. ca$herines. i don't have the like the place but i have to make it work.. hopefully one of these jobs in BF, hammy, or toronto works out and i can afford to move but still stay local so i can take care of parental responisbilites. you know it's nice once in a while to find contentment and positivity in your life... maybe when other people around you realize that too there can be a resolution that isn't having us at each other throats. i'm very high on a fucking cloud right now and that's not a bad thing... i'm learning more every day and starting to change my way of thinking and veiws on people and places. Current mood: A little less ang

it's always good to have things go your way for once, sometimes not even 6 months can break bonds that you have solidified despite other peoples best intentions... when your dreams are justified sometimes you just need that little extra push to see them thru to the end of the day, week, lifetime whatever. Current Mood: floating on a cloud at the top of the world. Current Music: Welcome to the Jungle, Guns and Roses.

... is a very good day.... it's still cold outside but things are looking up.... decisions have been made and hopefully they will be adhered to this.. immaturity is stupid and it's not harming me... someone needs to grow up. hoping that this is a sign of the sun finding it's way out of the darkened clouds i've been under recently.... i'm happy and that's not something i've been for a while... i'll be happier this weekend if things go as planned however, it shouldn't have taken this long. Current Mood: Releaved. Current Music: Estranged, GNR.

fucking tools... all around me... nothing like arguing your case to the most moronic of people... i'm fucking done... if this collapeses around me i'm taking the next jet to vancouver.... and then going to L.A. see you around st. catherines... you may need me but i do not fucking need you. Current Mood: Fuckin Hostile. Current Music: 14 Years, Guns and Roses.