Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

insignificant in·sig·nif·i·cant Function: adjective Date: 1651 : not significant: as a: lacking meaning or import : inconsequential b: not worth considering : unimportant c: lacking weight, position, or influence : contemptible d: small in size, quantity, or number — in·sig·nif·i·cant·ly adverb Current mood: Annoyed and Hostile.

August 22 - September 22 Question: What form of entertainment would be most likely to cure your brain cramps? Answer: watching the demolition of an old building. Question: What lucky break could ensure you won keep missing the forest for the trees? Answer: finding a birds nest. Question: What soul medicine would be most effective in giving you access to your repressed intuition? Answer: reading mythic tales of resurrection. Question: What is the hardest yet most rewarding possible lesson you could learn right now? Answer: how to whistle with two fingers. Question: Where can you find a portal to another dimension? Answer: in your bedroom.

i think it's time to start putting together ideas and source material for my adventures and start writing the book i've always promised myself and other people i would write, maybe clear my mind of everything before i move back to hamilton. all my adventures and experinces in my life can surely be of interest and teach someone else something correct? who knows... if i move back to hamilton i will have came full circle finishing an adventure that started in the early 90's when i left home... we shall see what happen's next... the mindspace is always better in the hometown.. i can hide in broad day light and not be an eyesore. Current Mood: Introspective. Current Music: You're (fucking) Crazy, Gun's and Roses. dedicated to she who may not be named.

the morning fog in hamilton is an experice i've missed over the years.. somehow i think i need to find balance...hamilton may not be it but it's closer than st. catherines... it's ironic, the nomadic tendecies remain but for once in my life i can see myself settling down and taking roots agian in a place i thought i left behind me. (sound familar?) current mood: hopeful. current music: girls, girls, girls. motley crue

st. catherines is no longer a healthy state of mind... i shouldn't have to sell my soul to h and r block to deal with power struggles. i need somewhere more positive for me and mine's stae of mind... i never thought i'd be saying that about steeltown. current mood? fucked if i know, exhausted.. long ass day. current music: GNR, My michelle. (dedicated to mah girl chastity.)

i wish that when i grow i don't end up as angry and as bitter as you. of course i'm not still pretending to be 17 and that the world owes me everything either. current mood: happy.. was a good weekend.

...and the mind games continue agian.... i love being dictated to when an acceptable solution hasn't been asked for... and now the arguments resume... to bad i already had plans for the day in your general direction... it's been a great day.. beware the crowds at toys r us however... did i mention we got this today to watch tonight? apperently i rule. we got some pirate hotwheels too and are thinking about some igenex dinosaurs.. as well as the the ever present buzz lightbeer.. sponsered by budweisers... ick! but we are having a blast... p.s. never go to a wendys near a highway at lunchtime. Current Mood: Happily awesome.

another false start so what else is new... the mindgames continue. Current Mood: Tired. emiotionally spent.

i ain't your savior and the mind games ended a long time ago. I got an F and a C, and I got a K too And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like u You wanted perfect, you got your perfect Now I'm too perfect for someone like you I was a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do What's my name? What's my name? Hold the S because I am an ain't Current Mood: Avoidance

things just get better and better... i love how people are delusional till the last minute until they decide to do something proactive... also, i have further proof that St. Ca$herines is truly Hell... today i saw a girl driving a Benz with the licence plate Riot Grl... i'm sure in the city of posuers she's not the only one who thinks she's HXC when really she's only pretending... wait a second.. i know she's not the only one...

eveverything comes to an end. not often in the way expected. next week should be interesting... things are coming to an absolution not in a way that i had wanted but in a way that will do fine... at least the current rules of this quarintine will be established. the advanbtage is mine... Current Mood: Positive.