another day, another Bill, i really need to make a decision soon about what i'm going to do.. do i move downtown or do i move somewhere that m,akes more sense in terms of employment... there is some serious frustration happening right now... i'm torn between a world that was an dwhat people want to prentend that i still am and the reality that is... fourtunatley i have some supports even if they aren't directly right beside me.. i think i need to make some decisions on my own without assistance this time tho... it would be almost easier just to flip a coin and have the deciosn made for me.. Current Mood: Confused, frustrated, agrravated. pick one.