Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

i cannot belive that i am here agan trying to improve things but leaving things to come down to the fucking wire... as usual i am useless... at least if i can find something tommorow that will be an improvement, otherwise i;m screwed. Current Mood: miserable.

Please kill me, i can't watch this movie agian for the hundreth time in 24 hours. i don't care how you do it just do it Quick... and in other news, i don't want him to go home... this week has been awesome. Current mood: happy.

there is only so much Spongebob squarepants an adult male can take in one day.. Help!!!!

i am getting tired of getting barked at when my sleeping little angel is in his bed. the big puppies are good and over protective... just like the should be. current mood: exhausted.

never give a child 20 timbits to eat in the afternoon if you expect him to go to bed at a normal time. current mood: exhausted, go to sleep already.

nothing like playing outside in the snow and watching the doggies.. interesting day at the grocery store and if i have to sit thru mater and the ghost light one more time i will explode.... overall we are having a good time. Current Mood: happy and satisfied.

it's been a long day. Not the best behavior.. it's either cabin fever or homesickness. we should probaly go out in the snow to the store after dinner... it doesn't help i'm not feeling very well and no one but the dogs have been around. but hopefully things will settle down now that a movies on. can you guess which one? Current Mood: tired.

it's starting to look a lot like christmas out there.. it's too bad that it's almost spring. there is only so much you can do hanging around a house with two big doggies that need to go outside a l;ot in this weather. i feel so bad everytime they go out because they come in looking like the abominabale snowmen. Current mood: Cabin fever, i want to go outside.

Finally something in this messed up world of mine is going right, i can feign ignorance for a week and a half and just enjoy the little people company. nothing like watching him sleep between two labs, strong little doggies knowing he's protected. he thinks the world of them, we are going to spend all week hanging out in the backyard with them and watching movies. Curent Mood: Happy. Currently Watching: Transformers (2007)

...Is over. it's time to figure out what to do next instead of peering down into the spiraling sinkhole of what was bound to take over my life. decisions need to be made and adhereded to for what is right for all partys involved. it's time... i was just colling my heels in thorold... it's not a replacement for where i grew up and it's not home anymore... sitting around watching tv and shooting the shit on sunday was a reminder of what Home and family is... and where my goals in life should be at this moment... there is nothing tying me to this shitty City... only in my head do i think there is, but whatever it is the emotion died long ago... I'm Gone. Current Mood: Tired.