Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

i have a little shadow.... he looks just like me.. i like being led by the hand.... he's so buitifull.. miss him already.

i'm so happy right now... some times all it takes is patience to deal with things. things are looking up in other ways. future is coming together nicely finally making some plans for me.. not for others. there's a girl i like.. won't name names but it's not the Bytch.... todays a good day... if you haven't noticed i get to see the peice of my soul i'm missing very very soon.... i'll let you know how it goes. now playing: killing me softly , refugees

it's time for a rebellion.. this country needs a wakeup call.. let's change things.. lets not sit around and justify the elite which you unfourtuantly seem to not realize you are a part of. why you and I can never be... you seem to think you're a have not... you may be my opposite half.. but that doesn't mean mirror image.. it means everything good in me is reflected in you as darkness and vice versa. no wonder we can't get along... esp. when you hide behind illusion. i would never lie to you.. much easier to stick my finger in your face. Now Playing: 99 ways to die, megadeth

kill.. fuck.. smash.. destroy.. so fucking pissed off right now.. must be fucking nice you can go out drinking and be a slut... and grandma babysits... now i know.. i'm totally fucking sure... you're a cold heartless bitch.... why do i keep fighting why do i care... i should cut you away like a bad blister on my ass. too bad there's something more important than you involved... to you i say fuck off... to him i'm missing him more than ever. now playing: ruby tuesday, rolling stones.

hurt's like hell... did i mention we are going back to court because no x-mas visit?