Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

another year.. more bullshit... wow.. quitting smoking is so hard.. i quit last week haven't had one since tuesday. guess i should go get drunk and be an asshole. like watching insane idiots go in the out door. shopping in welland is gonna end up being a surprise soon. toronto, windsor and harrow. fuck boxing day too.,.. ( did this make any sense or is it just some cryptic bullshit i just farted out of my mind?) "brainfart"

I have officially decided i fucking hate Christmas.

lost and pissed off.. nice to see another year end and have less of a fucking clue where i was going than last year... mexico's nice this time of year.... Current Mood: Unknown Current Music: Iron Maiden, Back In the Village.

moving on... next step finish these exams see legal aid... whatever.. maybe i should just go across that border and hope a train to mexico. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Something for the Pain Current Album: Bon Jovi (These Days)

delete. delete. delete. merry fucking xmas, bah humbug you cold hearted bitch. hate's to good a word to describe you.

methinks you doth protest too fucking much.... god is dead... morning coffee is nice but i'll settle for hot chocolate at home first thing in the morning. you actually bother to put a picture in a frame? i protest the fact that your an idiot.... hopefully you will get a concert and he wails... nice to see you're still self centered and only concered about yourself instead of that which is truly important. Current Mood: angry but determined Current Music: Poor Twisted Me, Metallica.

starting to wonder about a bunch of shit... where when how why... at least i know whatever the sum of my parts is i'm still a better person always than the other. Current Music:anesthia, pulling teeth metallica

i think the livejournal is her acting out and a lure for me to play knight in shining armor........except i'm the black knight... i'd rather lop off her head.

book me a room at the insane asylum... i'm gone... no one's home anymore... i'm cuckkoo.... arkham's nice this time of year isn't it? be nice to have three squares and a rubber room.... nice to how everything is cynical and cylindrical: i present to you, The Ballad of Dwight Fry.... made sense at 14, makes sense now... wonder why..... Mommy, where's Daddy?He's been gone for so longDo you think he'll ever come home? See my lonely life unfoldI see it everydaySee my lonely mind explodeWhen I've gone insane

bored... might as well update... drowning in homework.. can't wait for this university shit to be done... trust no one. Current Music: anti-social, Anthrax