Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

When a sinister person means to be your enemy, they always start by trying to become your friend. There is a serious indicator of people in my life that need to take a fucking leap and get out of my life, this stupid toy selling crap is fucking done, i dislike waiting a fucking month on someone who owes me quite a bit of fucking money to dick around every week with some bullshit excuse about paying up for a unique item, especially when said unique item was one of the few things i was interested in keeping. starting to get really fed up with so called freinds, I can have an awesome day with family and be grateful for eveything i have and what i can appreicate then i get a fucking message online and ruins my entire fucking day, people seem to forget for good and bad this is currently my income and their are bills and responsibilities attached and i don't give away shit for free, it's even more annoying when this is a fucking pattern, just like the fucking thief in December. it&

A man with no enemies is a man with no character. It is time to be about me, it's frustrating to find out that this crap has cost me even more than suspected originally, pretty fucking sad that someone went into my private boxes and stole things that were meant for my son, especially after I took him into my house and trusted him, the signs were there i was just to trusting to allow my self to acknowledge them, it's just like the rest of this fucking crap sitting in a storage locker just waiting to be disposed of, I'm forced to continue to be involved just to recover my costs because the other person in the equation has become a ghost, once upon I wanted to have a collection like this but now it's just a pile of crap that costs me money, i never wanted any of this, these things were my son's toys, a handful from my childhood but mostly his, it has been good to me for the last few years but it's time for everything to end and it has never been worth exactly wha

It may be necessary temporarily to accept a lesser evil, but one must never label a necessary evil as good. I seriously have to look at things from a mercenary attitude from this point onwards when it comes to the crap in the storage locker. today just paid the bills for the locker and i am really getting nothing out of it when all am i doing is keeping this crap warm in a locker and in storage. there comes a point when i wonder how much it's worth doing anything with any of this crap... it has become very clear that i need to definelty protect myself at some point by dealing with one or two of the big shows and recoup my losses and walk away,the fact the things i am selling now are things i would have preffered to keep for myself but because i need the cash I am trying to move the items, of course the fact that i have a new home away from all of the politics and bullshit of the last two years helps, it's a new start and a place to escape the stockpile hoards of junk. the loc

Most of us need something not to walk away from. The Move is mostly done and the next stage of my life is about to begin and it's time to move forward and break the chains that have been around me for most of the last 5 years... the toy thing has now been relegated to my back pages and all i have to do is deal with whatever is left with the next two major shows... i think with an absence of total contact in the last 2 months the writing is clearly on the wall and it's time to longer give a fuck about it, and just clear all this crap out of my storage unit because there is no way other than the high end items i have worked for over the past 2 years that i will ever have that much crap in my house again, it was an albatross around my fucking neck... Much like certain relationships with certain people, it's clear when someone is being a drain on my time and resources and when it's time to cut people loose from my life or at least keep them at arms distance, I will miss t