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Hess Village= Friday Night in Hell.




Act 1:
gotta love the drama when the first summer's heat comes down.... so here is a play by play.. i'm sitting around playing my guitar for shits and giggles and first a broad passes out drunk after her freinds are carrying her spread eagle for the world to see... defintly an omen of a good night... a bunch of cops, 2 fire trucks, and the abulance, gotta love the effects of roofies.

act 2:
the running man.
nothing like seeing a guy run like ben fucking johnson down hess st. only to get tackeld by 4 cops.. and then try to fight them off. yeah that's a battle yer not going to win. Do not pass go Do not collect 200$ Go directly to Barton Jail.

act 3:
hess village is closed off by 6 cruisers because the whole bar is involved in a fight?

i thought i had seen stupidity in st. catherines and windsor but this city takes the fucking cake... did i mention i only made 9 bucks... i'm still annoyed trying to find the right mix for housing... patience with so called freinds is lacking. i may take the little room behind the hair salon just so i can have peace of mine instead of the current insanity.

of course then agian.. i'm left with the one who shall not be named's Insanity for the next 14 years or so ain't i?



Current Mood: Hungry, broke, pissed off.
Current Music: Bif fucking naked, Let Down.

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