Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

The devil would be powerless if he couldn't entice people to do his work. So as long as money continues to seduce the hungry, the hopeless, the broken, the greedy, and the needy, there will always be war between brothers. Those people in my life that do not and never have had my back I no longer have any use for. I'm sick of some of these vampires that hang around me when I'm useful for something for them but when it comes time to return the favor, they are like ghosts, especially when it comes to money. I am defining my life and the people I associate with differently after this week and honestly some people are not going to be tolerated the way they once were anymore. There are people you can count on forever, and there are others who when push comes to shove simply aren't going to be there, it's getting clear who's in each camp and I am choosing further interactions carefully. I don't need people in my life unless I can trust and depend on them, everyo

Just because I have worked miracles in the past financially doesn't mean I am capable of still doing, when it comes to my kid there's no doubt that I won't try, but I shouldn't have to, it's ridiculous, it's time some people realize that too, I can't do this all myself, and take care of myself and others as well, one thing is going to be paramount and every thing else is just going to take second place. I know that my last vestiges of being willing to do anything for anyone unless there is money involved is being eradicated, I'm seriously done with people and being taken advantage of, there is only so far a good person can be taken advantage of, and I'm long past that point, I'm broken and hollow, there's nothing more of myself to give, not for anyone else, just for my son. It's becoming clear on multiple levels exactly how fucking much I am the only person right now that considers that a fucking priority so it's time that becomes m