Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

so much for yesterday's angry and hostile rant, it couln't kill my good mood, there are two things in life that matter right now... my son and lego batman.... i bet you people were expecting death and taxes lol. anyways things are back to normal, did a comphrehensive job search tonight and did some reflecting and it's better to be somewhere that advances my career rather than being in a holding pattern in a place that is a shit hole and will continue to be a shithole because no one notices that somethings wrong and rules and regulations promotoe a hostile dog eat dog atmossphere... the only reason i survived is i have just dont give a fuck attitude... and that's the truth.. but onto bigger and better things. Current mood: tired, it's been a long day.

what kind of fucking assholes temrinates someone without any real excuse given, no written warning and on the holidays? esp. after said person as just worked the bulk of them unsupervised with express orders not to contact management over said holidays??Did i mention this was done over the phone? fucking goofs, i don't miss my job, i had my misgivings from the start and i am trying to retain some of the positive momentuem i had from this morning going into my day because the one thing that means anything in my life is my son and he's here.. but after the disgusting bullshit and the way i have been treated i think they are aware that i was always one shift away from quitting, and management there is a fucking joke anyways. i better get my new year stats and all of my vaca pay, i am not amused. i am mulling over more drastic action but i think i need to speak to an impartial employment person or a lawyer first, i am glad this means my weekends are back to normal, and to be total...

today is an awesome day, even when yesterday went south because of work related issues and my own stupidity and another person's lack of common sense at least when push comes to shove and things get royally Fubared, people come thru for me and him. i am sorry to those people for being the grinch this week, being away from my son and having a miserable job and very little social interaction outside of work with anyone because i don't live here and anyone i am really freinds with here either has moved on or i choose to associate with them only a specific times. sometimes you have to take a step back from the anger and your own misplaced emotions to relaize you aren't the only person out there, i was hurting and i lashed out and it was wrong. that being said, ther eis a good chance i'm moving back to brantford now and it makes sense since the stupidity's of yesterdays commute, esp. if i can get this apt. i want in west brant, but obviously i need to deal with some of t...

god i hate asshole landlandy whose understanding of the english language is a joke, much less the lanlord and tenant act.. fucking cunt demands july 30th at midnight when the paperwork reads until july 1st.. dumb fucking cunt... i'm busy packing and having a beer with a freind after a long day and renting my new apartment.. you dont have to make a fucking scene at 230 am outside of your house in our neighboor yellig and screaming at me... i'm not a total idiot i do understand some of the language. i will be so fucking glad to be moved and it's a good thing i have respct and morals and my job or the bottle of southern comfort i was busy throwing up across the road at 4 am would have landed in a front door window... but i'm not like that anymore... but come july 1st fuck you, fuck off and good riddance. Current mood: Pissed off and tired of this bullshit. Current Music: Fire, Fire... Rammstein

god i hate asshole landlandy whose understanding of the english language is a joke, much less the lanlord and tenant act.. fucking cunt demands july 30th at midnight when the paperwork reads until july 1st.. dumb fucking cunt... i'm busy packing and having a beer with a freind after a long day and renting my new apartment.. you dont have to make a fucking scene at 230 am outside of your house in our neighboor yellig and screaming at me... i'm not a total idiot i do understand some of the language. i will be so fucking glad to be moved and it's a good thing i have respct and morals and my job or the bottle of southern comfort i was busy throwing up across the road at 4 am would have landed in a front door window... but i'm not like that anymore... but come july 1st fuck you, fuck off and good riddance. Current mood: Pissed off and tired of this bullshit. Current Music: Fire, Fire... Rammstein

the week of Hell is over, time for a little slice of heaven, forget heartaches and headaches and drama and bullshit, it's time for whats important, it's amazing how one little voice can make all my worries go away and give me back whatever patience i may not have had that day. Current Mood: Excited, he's coming. Current Music: No sleep till brooklyn, Beastie boys.

At least things are back to normal and the people that make my weekends miserable are the people that are agian making my life miserable. of course it doesn't help when people have attitudes and are late and/or are just complete assholes, but then agian, i'm an asshole and proud of it.. so whatever. NO email today time to spend some Money on a phone call... pay day loan tommorow and a little light of funshine... can't wait... it's going to be a fun week hopefully, no concerns and No bullshit for a whole week. WOW! Current Mood: Positive.