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I'll Be Your Monster II




Youve already made me a demon. I might as well accept my role as the fucking monster in the story too. I've embraced being the devil and the demon for far too long. I am the monster that used to lie in your bed. But i haven't forgotten the monster you turned me into. I look him dead in the eye every morning in the mirror. I know what you created and what you destroyed. I wander dark halls of my own volition, but the darkness you lead down is worse than any hell i can imagine.
I wouldn't want to be in your head and i hardly want to be in my own.

I'm sick of being angry and i'm trying to find peace, but any moment you are in my life its just turmoil.

I don't think i am going to be there. It hurts too much. All i have been for a minute is depressed. That's always been your affect on me. To pull me into a black hole even deeper than my usual darkness.

I have to make a decison soon. You were my enemy once. You are just a memory now.  But when i slam the door completely shut it will be forever. Demon, Devil, Monster... all the things i promised you that i was... in your mind confirmed.

But the one thing you never expected me to be, i will become. Your Black Hole. You will be gone. A passing memory. Gone.

Where i should have left you 20 years ago.

Current Music: The Men of No Mans Land, Panzerfaust.

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