I choose to be happy, I choose to have whoever is in my life sharing my adventures. Hopefully that part continues and I can share the people i care about most in this life, family and freinds all in further adventures together. I'm trying. Thats all I can do. I play by my own rules and I don't answer to anyone but myself. I'm loved and respected for the same reasons I am feared. I am ok with that. I simply get to Be. And enjoy myself. I'm also ok with that. If my life stays status quo im good with that, if things change im also good with that. If thats where my life leads, I am finally.ok with that. But I will always hope for more and what's missing to also be there.