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Control.

i don't think i could be more pissed off than i am right fucking now....
thank god i have cigrattes...
another brutal mind fuck playing games... if you want me back in your amble bosom just fucking say so.. i can see what your playing at.
i hate when people try to control me it doesn't work. it just pisses me off more.
STOP PLAYING FUCKING GAMES!!!! and maybe one day this will work with what it has evolved to. right now, theirs only one thing important and it's not you.. maybe if you took your spoiled ass and got your head out of the fucking clouds where you seem to live in delusional reality you could come and hang out with the rest of us homosapiens for a little while.
Stop pretending and grow the fuck up.. how old are you now? we ain't kids anymore. there's something called responsibilty.

Location: A Very Angry Place.
Current Mood: i'm fucking pissed off (what did you think?)
Current Music: Guns N' Roses - Estranged

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