It is very easy for me to fade away and just get bored of other people and politics when games are played. I’m not even fucking blinking when someone else who I’ve done things for, constantly for months with no rewards suddenly forgets I exist. That’s real easy for me to fucking deal with. Con politics, games, asshole people that don’t pay there Fuckin promises from day one? Don’t call my number.
I stepped away from this shit once on my own. I have no fucking problem doing it again. I feel used and betrayed, but for me it was a Tuesday. I suspect jealousy and politics but I also know when to stick a fork in something when it’s done. I’ve got no interest being around anyone that doesn’t want me involved in there little cliques. I mean this thing was fun but from day one it was political.
I don’t need stress and drama in my life. I can hang up my Wizard robe and move the fuck on. I did a great job of it on my own anyways. I don’t look amateur hour like the rest of them. And I no longer care.
It was fun while it lasted.
I have real problems and responsibilities in my life. And I don’t need others pathetic drama and the way they all act as plastic people with fucking money. I do cons in and out of costume because the person I care for enjoys them and the things he is able to fucking do is limited. I’m just as happy hanging with my fucking crew and not giving a flying fuck about all of these plastic people.
Fake people show true intentions. Every fucking time. Some it just takes a little
Longer. But I’m busy. It doesn’t just apply to my personal life. This was meant as a distraction not drama. It’ll stay that.
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