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Hell’s Forecast


 


This is who I am, this is where I stand in my life now. It’s not me against the world anymore. It’s me not giving a fuck about the world anymore.


My priority is me. I’m getting too old for this shit and the mental mindgames of others that are barely in my fucking orbit.


Those that are throwing out mindgames? Yeah I got no interest. Thank you next. I’ll be here. But I’m not being gaslit or paying my full attention to it. I’m busy. I have things to do. Not my problem. 


My current living situation isn’t ideal and I have made a lot of sacrifices and changes to maintain it. Some are good, some are negative. However it is better than any of the alternatives out there.


Here I know where I stand. I’m good with that. 


I don't like bein' alone. I'm not good on my own. My head gets so loud. And shit doesn't make... Nothing syncs up. I start thinking about my thinking. And getting lost in the details of nothing. Nothing can pull me out of it.

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