It's better to burn out than to fade away.
This is It, there is a reality that this adventure is going to be over soon, Long after I have become bitter and have lost any semblance of interest in the entire process, it had it's moments both good and bad, and above and beyond it was always fucking Interesting, but the reality is aside from a few things that i will place into a glass coffin and the things i choose to buy going forward, after the holidays there will be nothing left of it. as much as i want to claim that i care, truly I do not. all this ever was, Was a means to an end, And now it's ending but the other major concern in my life isn't. I will enjoy whats left but whatever is left over, including some of the important things because of moments, will be left to remember, Hopefully there will be a few things to stand and remember that this wasn't just a fools errand to survive, these things have to stand for something... I want a few left for him to know the last few years he wasn't forgotten, It had to stand for something, even it's just a meory that i didn't get to share with him He was with me every step along the way...I would not have had any of this without him.
Current Mood: Tired.
Current Music:Breaking Benjamin - Dance with the devil
If something cannot go on forever, it will stop
We will all have an end to this journey one day, some will have a great ending some will have it bad, but it’s the journey that they take that matters, in the end.
Sometimes, the embers are better then the campfire. It's strange, but it's true
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