And you’re in my life agian... I’m gonna stand my ground and see what come of it. But you are in my life and I will stand firm on what I want for the both of us. We’ve both made mistakes and both have regrets. But you’ve also hurt me for just attempting to keep my hand in the game. We may love each other but we damage each other too. That part isn’t forgotten easily.
It’s a new year, we can start over and begin agian. And I will give you that. But this is is the last dance. I have nothing left to prove. But we have plenty to prove to each other. That’s where we stand right now.
I will always be here. That’s you’re promise but not without quarter. There will always be answers and I will always demand them. That’s where we stand now. That’s who I am now.
You are a part of my life and I want you to be more. But we both know it needs to be on my terms and not on your timeline.
I don’t have any expectations or reasons to change anything right now. And while I know you are considering changes that can and will affect your life in positive ways. I am just hoping that you will allow me to be part of them. I already know that I am the fucking endgame. You just need to decide when you’re years of running are done.
I’m done being wild and crazy and living my life day to day without thinking of tomorrow. I have responsibilities now. One of them has always been
You.
I’m happy and enjoying my life, but you and I both know there is something missing in both our lives... and we need to find our way back to that.
But there needs to be trust, and there needs to be something more than thinking you will
Run off agian. I’m
Always going to
Catch you when you fall.
But I’ll never chase, and I’ll never make
That first phone call. That wound you keep peeling open is a constant open sore. You know the damage you inflicted, the damage only you can fix.
But I’m not going to chase or chance false hope, you need to give me some reality to believe in.
Otherwise I go back
To my life, my freinds and my adventures. That’s where things stand right now.
There are emotions between us, that’s understood. It’s always been understood, even when my eyes were full of rage and hurt... that there was something more.
But there needs to be something more than false promises and phone calls. That’s not enough anymore.
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