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Ghosts of Yesterday II...


It's not Easy knowing what to think right now when a long forgotten part of my past walks back into the picture and while it is a good thing I have mixed fucking emotions about said past and what the outcome these days could be...I don't know if i am ready to be active and involved as i have my own little fractured family to deal with and this person is a memory to me... that's it... we have not spoken in many many years and I am not exactly sure what my emotions are, making contact is a good thing but me being on the sidelines is the current plan if only because it may be safer for all involved till the olive branch is dropped, I have too many things going on in my own addled mind and with my life to deal with it right now, I just have to keep moving forward and deal with my primary issues and not the issues of others for the moment.

Current Mood: Tired,sad,happy,depressed.
One's past is what one is. It is the only way by which people should be judged.

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