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You know while things aren't exactly where they should be they are becoming something closer to the place that i would like them to be... i just have to keep working at it and redirect priorities and keep doing everything in this life that I need to. I have good family and friends around me that support me and the ones that don't, they will soon learn their place in this world doesn't include me in it... it's time to evolve or die and get thing done instead of paying lipservice to all of it.. as much as that one foot stays in the grave i can and do move forward, i have interesting things happening around me and while an important piece of the puzzle is missing from both within and without, i know that I will never stop fighting and the endless battle is becoming a little easier every day, as long as i keep being positive i am invulnerable, i have not been destroyed yet.. it's not likely to happen...

Current Mood: Happy, Positive.
Current Music: Within temptation, A demon's fate.
Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

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