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The Winter Soldier...

I spent this evening doing the exact same thing i would have spent this Easter doing if my son was here. I saw the new Captain America movie, little things like hanging out with my friends today and going to a movie i would have taken my little man too reminds me that i am still human and still a good person even if i am even more darker than i used to be, and given that i have always been more than a little dark, the darkness threatens to completely envelop me it's the little pieces of daylight that shine from my soul sometimes helps to erase the darkness inside... it's always been a battle and a war... this entire blog from day one is a testament to that, and when I'm dead and gone it will in some form be the thing i leave behind. little pieces of me showing thru today show me that I am fighting for the only thing that matter's and it doesn't matter how long it takes. there is not much left to do with my life except to end the battle... that is the only step.

Current Mood: Determined.
Current Music: Eminem, Legacy.
I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.

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