People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
..It's your move now, but we are at the end game... everything has happened as expected and all it was is another way to stall time and to continue to play the fucking game... a game I am tired of... I can predict you're next move and I know exactly what it will be... so surprise me... do something fucking different.. you and I both know that you will not.. so let's let it be exactly what it's going to be.. this is your endgame... let's see what the future holds.. I'm not afraid of you, or the robots and the confidentiality that you hide behind, I know what your next mental mind game is going to be.. it's just time for me to play the patient one.. waiting.. you will destroy yourself... I don't need to do it for you, my only worry is that you have already destroyed him as well... that more than anything would be the true defeat. one i can never allow to truly happen, he will always knew that i fought and never backed down... but at this point i already wonder what you have put into his head... as i have said many times before.. at the end of all of this.. I'm fucking fine if he hates me, i can live with that, but can you live with yourself if he hates you as well?
Current Mood: Angry, Depressed, Determined.
In order to rise from its own ashes, a Phoenix first must burn.
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