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Takeover.

One life is all we have and we live it as we believe in living it. But to sacrifice what you are and to live without belief, that is a fate more terrible than dying.
― Joan of Arc

I do epic things.. alone, with my freinds or with my partner.. and i will continue to always have adventures and experiences.. that's a part of me that will never change.. a normal life is boring. even in my darkest places I've seen and done things that were more interesting and cool than other people will do in a lifetime. My life isn't Normal, why should the things i say and do be any different.. at this point in my life it's not about having things it's about doing things and it's about being with the people I love that are still here.. so many have fallen away i'm going to hold tight to the ones that are left and hold them close and for some have epic adventures that i will be able to talk and joke about for the rest of my life.


Thats where i am right now, now that's where i want to be.


Current Mood: Happy in my shell for the first time in a long time.

It doesn't matter you were born as Legend
But what does matter is Legendary End.
Think About It.

-Bruce Lee.

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