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The War: Coda II


I hate the fact that our little family is defined by who the hell each on of us is dating and that's always a fucking ultimatum between us... Maybe I'm better fucking off doing what I'm doing with those I love without having my son used as an emotional bargaining chip. My love isnt unconditional but I'm sick of it being used agianst me like a fucking weapon over and over and over agian. So much easier to just walk away

I'm sick of this shit. I'm done with it. I'm not begging anyone to be in my fucking life that wants to be there... Not anymore. Fuck this. Fuck this noise. You want to play games emotionally with me in a worldwide crisis? My parents are high risk fucking done. No more games. I'm sick of having my fucking life disrupted.

We have real things to hate each other for... Maybe that's where things should stand.. I'm sick of you trying to destroy me and the things I have in my life... It's not fucking fair.. you took you're pound of flesh... I'm not giving you anymore.

You confirmed tonight something I've known for fucking years... That you destroyed me out of petty jealousy... To protect someone else.... You're dead to me.
I'm done. You're not going to take the happiness I have left. Go fuck yourself.


You decide to fight me, I won't just humiliate you...I'll destroy you.

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