It's not so much the waiting that does me in but the fact that day after endless day nothing seems to change and it seems like I am retreating every time just to keep exactly what I have. the world seems to me like a giant ashtray and i can't see past tommorow but I know I have been down before and One day i will be able to overcome this and i will remember it for what it was.. another challenge in a lifetime of challenges... this isn't one i created but it one i will defeat. i can only let her venom sting me as long as i want it to.. one day when this is all said and done their will be a reckoning and it will not come from me.... when i lose hope, when i stare into the void and think that I'm going to embrace the darkness, it pays to remember that.
Current Mood: Angst.
I feel as if I were a piece in a game of chess, when my opponent says of it: That piece cannot be moved
Current Mood: Angst.
I feel as if I were a piece in a game of chess, when my opponent says of it: That piece cannot be moved
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