I am choosing not to upload the angry blog post i made yesteray for a reason, and i came home because it was the right decision, but i know that my mental health isnt the best around the holidays, so sometimes its just better to remove myself from the equation. for what the holidays were i did have fun and i had a good time hanging out with the little bit of sunshine...And i enjoyed seeing everyone open there gifts... esp the little one.. just wish my own son was there.. that's what would have made this christmas better, at least this year for once i have hope... maybe...
Current Mood: Depressed
Current Music: To Live is to die, Metallica
Are you willing to stoop down and consider the needs and desires of little children; to remember the weaknesses and lonliness of people who are growing old; to stop asking how much your friends love you, and to ask yourself if you love them enough; to bear in mind the things that other people have to bear on their hearts; to trim your lamp so that it will give more light and less smoke, and to carry it in front so that your shadow will fall behind you; to make a grave for your ugly thougts and a garden for your kindly feelings, with the gate open? Are you willing to do these things for a day? Then you are ready to keep Christmas!
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