I miss you, it’s all I’m willing to give you because of my pride. There are times of the year I miss you more than most. This is one of them. But I would never back down from you either. And that’s part of the problem, we have each other no quarter and now even on Christmas, it hurts too much to find peace.
I know you’ll call, you’re predictable. And I’ll always find forgiveness beneath the bitterness and anger because what beats there is still love.. it shouldn’t be, it shouldn’t exist, but it still does.
One of us is still at war with the other. And we both know it isn’t me. I laid my weapons down long ago. I made peace, with or without you in my life.
I’m still at peace with you. Regardless of where we stand. But you’ll always hear an answer on that phone call.
You’re promise will always be here. Always.
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