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Eve of Destruction.



Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard

.... looks like it's time for things to get interesting in terms of my silent war. time for patience is no longer at hand. the fact that games are still being played and the issues that were prevelant are still prevelant are going to be dealt with, i am sick of the games and people covering their own asses. at least today i finally got somewhere. something i should have done a month and a half agi. but now it's being done. too bad i had a misguided sense of loyalty to someone who it is becoming more and more apperent was only covering his own ass and should have made things easy as apperently at this point the one thing that should have been done within days is about the only thing that needs to be done, that's fine... it's time to expose the corruption from within. i have no patince for unions but even less for people that play games and hide behind it without giving correct information and play chess with people's lives.

Current Mood: Hostile.

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