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The Four Horsemen


The horsemen are drawing nearer
On the leather steeds they ride
They have come to take your life
On through the dead of night
With the four horsemen ride
Or choose your fate and die


Today is A bi-polar day, sometimes things are good and sometimes things are bad, i've sewn up some loose ends in terms of my job but am dealing with goverment politics that may end up with me being homeless agian... how fucking retarded is it when someone gives you all the paperwork to do it, i will be fucking glad to be completely off the goverments tit, i am sick of looking over my shoulder about bullshit that wasn't even my fault and getting some idiot who isn't half as educated as me telling me how and why things should be. if you can't do your job don't try and give me a half ass excuse as to why not. i know how things work and i know how to deal with them. but welcome to bullshit politics in hamilton.

Current Mood: Not impressed.

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