Justice League Unlimited

He's pretty happy today, first thing we did at fairview mall was pick him up a 3 pack of justice league superhero set.. so now he has cartoon supergirl, black green lantern John stewart and a blue and red version of captian atom, he's pretty happy about Captian atom, going on and on and on about captain atoms name being Nathaniel Adam, you'd think he was related to the superhero or something, it's cute to see something simple making him smile.. he's really excited to come to my house and have all his superheros and i am gonna send a few more home with his Wii, next game demanded to be bought, marvel allaince 2 with spiderman, i might buy it, see if he likes what the easter bunny brought him first. He's such a good kid, sometimes in my darkest of days all i need is him to turn things arounbd and realize that my life aint so bad, he's really the only thing that me and his mother need to keep us sane. the conversation we had today makes me finally think in turns of his upbringing we are finally on the same page. it took a while, but it's working. Their are a few things we have to work out but we are getting there in terms of behaviors and communication. he's getting really good at reading, nothing like seeing my 6 year old go to the libray and head directly for the comic books and having him read thru a stack of them for an hour, he's getting to be really good at reading, i think it's time to start his 10 cent comic collection.

Current Mood: Happy, Happy.
It is not easy to be crafty and winsome at the same time, and few accomplish it after the age of six

Comments

The Laugh Track.

I want you in my life. Don't ever fucking confuse that for needing you in my life. Those two things are mutually exclusive to each other. I'm fine with my life and it's not my freind's and my social life that I'm jealous of. We both made our choices. My life has always been an insane carnival. You were merely an extended chapter. But if you think I'm going to sit at home being sad and depressed and shutting down because your not in my life. Your delusional. Then agian we already know this. If my life is going to be a sad comedy then I'll make it a metal massacre. I'm not sitting around waiting for anyone. The least of all you. I sacrificed enough time on the altar of what might have been. I'm just enjoying the time that we have left. This way if it go out, it's on my own terms. I always told you that my funeral pyre will be a blaze of glory.. I just never told you when. Now I'm gonna live and have adventures. Remain jealous. You know how ...

Father and Son.

I dont know the next step. I don't claim to. I just know I'm working to rebuild a relationship that has been fractured for many years. That includes both of you. I am here. I will always be here, I have always been here that will never change This weekend was epic and it felt right. I don't know what will happen but i do know that I am at peace with being civil and polite with your mom. It was nice to have a little adventure as a family. It felt right. It what was missing in our lives. Thank you.

The Trees.

I am really bothered by someone hurting my tree. I’m not sure the next step but that’s a living thing. I know that there is no healing when our things are still affected negatively by people. I’m not sure what the next step is but I know this is part and parcel of the entire thing and that we can’t heal when people hurt the things we care about. I don’t have much but I do have a legacy to protect and there is a place where my son needs to feel safe, and I don’t think it will ever be that house agian. But once it was home, there are good memories there. There was love. Part of that is the peace that was our tree. I’m sick of people damaging the things I love. The world needs to be better and less selfish. I need peace in mine and her lives. Even if we are separate in our lives. She needs the peace and quiet I have in my life. Even more than I do. And only one of us has it.

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