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Day Of Judgement.

I am Frustrated and I dont fucking care anymore, I'm sick of playing by the rules and getting fucked for it, i am trying to dothe right fucking thing but Its already been decided that I'm fucking guilty so I am going to lose everything and No One seems to care that it's everything ive worked for all of my adult life, those accomplishments are meaningless, when someone wants to break you down you will end up getting the Children's authorities involved and the jackbooted elitists Involved because you know that you can't handle this in a court of law.... I could care less about what happens to myself, it's not me in the long run that you are hurting, it's that little boy, and even tho you have accused me of the vilest thing ever, time will prove that I never did anything and i was innocent and there is no way i will ever speak to you agian other than in court with a lawyer beside me, but I will remeber that once upon a time you attempted to take away my son, my carreer and my freedom in one malicous act... you've already cost me university and my life and happiness up in windsor, now you want to pick at the bones and scraps at whats left...

Current Mood: Sad.
Malice drinks one-half of its own poison.

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