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The Battle Begins...

Today there is a little light at the end of a cold dark tunnel and the fact that this has came makes things much easier to bear, Esp. when the fact is the dark person in the equation has not even bothered to pick up Christmas gifts that were left out of nothing but caring and heart for my boy...In a Surprise to Almost No One She Didn't bother... it takes a pretty selfish fucking person to not pick up Christmas gifts for a child... But that's OK.. it goes to the black hole inside her heart and her soulless character... it is and never was about her..I did right By my son and I will always continue to do so.. i'm not the selfish one... but i will continue to fight for him until my dying breath... how does it feel when the walls are closing in and your every action backfires on you? it's not about who i was yesterday it's not about who I am today.. it's about Action... and never backing down... ever.

Current Mood: Angry and Determined.
Failure is often that early morning hour of darkness which precedes the dawning of the day of success.

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