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Colder Still....

I dislike the cold but it does match the nature currently of my frozen heart, I'm not much for feeling anything and every day currently is just going through the motions, their is a time and a place for action and that time is now but waiting on the bureaucratic is nonsense and I need to focus all my energies is positive areas lest i let my own inner turmoils and demons destroy me... All i can focus on right now is the void and on the rage and i'm not sure which path if chosen to follow will destroy me faster... i guess feeling nothing is preferable to feeling anything but I need to feel< i need to be driven and I need to be angry.... Nothing ever got done when i was complacent and I accepted that the world is the way it is supposed to be... we all make our own fucking destiny it's time i took mine by the hand and turned it into a weapon.

Current Mood: Depressed, Angry.
All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.

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