My darkest moments and places i never imagined would be ever be like this. I am starting to make serious decisions about who and what I am and Who i am going to be.. last week was a revelation especially in the fact that some people will never change and hanging onto hope that the world will change for the better is a pipe dream. It's time to focus only on what is ultimately important and not depress myself to the point of not moving for an entire day because I can't feel a thing, I've often said it's better to be feared than Loved, and this is true.. but it's also better to be driven and angry than depressed and powerless. there is nothing that can stop me in this world and the more and more things i have taken away in the equation the angrier and more driven I become.. however I am not the only one who needs to make change in their life.. it would be very easy to fall into familiar patterns and go back to a way of life i have divorced myself from for many years... that being said Sometimes I wish some of the people around me need to also stop using familiar behaviors and using excuses for their actions, there is only one life time... you either live long enough to become the Villain or you Die a hero... the choice Is up to you... I know at the end of the day which way i'm going to remembered by most... can you say the same?Current Mood: Depressed, Determined.
There is a difference between you and me. We both looked into the abyss, but when it looked back as us, you blinked.
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