I do not like revisiting my past much and it is difficult sometimes to deal with paperwork, but its a necessary evil to survive at this fucking point in my life. but it is always an adventure to face the issues in my head and to put them down into words. I thought that it would get easier with writing this letter for the government a second time but it doesn't get any easier, it just continues to remind me of who i am and what i came from and how easily it would be for me to be a lesser man with less moral and ethics. every man can have one bad day, and I've had fucking multiples. the fact that i am still standing even after all i have been thru and done and experienced is a testimony to how strong i am.
even if i struggle to put it into official words its something that I can and will always deal with. its just another challenge. and i love fucking challenges. i dont fear anything even uncertainty.
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