Nikk's Blog of doom!!!

a new sensation.. one i don't totally understand.. all the chips are falling into place.... Current Music: Silent Lucidity, Queensryche.

today i got a sign that everything i'm planning is right... job interview next friday nigara falls.. sometimes it's good to go home... these are the things that matter.. nothing else.. follow your heart and do the right thing.. in that rest self assured... Current Music: You Could be Mine, GNR

good riddance to bad rubbish.. trust no one.. cuz i know yer lying... and the only person that wouldn't be able to do california is yourself...you'd lose yourself.. whatever is left of you... you've stripped yourself so bare do you really know where your soul is anymore? you're so embroiled in the darkness i can't find you anymore.. how can you find yourself? Current Music: The Headless Children,W.A.S.P.

looks like i'm doing some kind of hamilton centric project for this stupid hitory project... well it's the place i know the history of best... might as well do something there or lundys... the teacher is kinda of a putz.. remind you of any other teacher's we know? lots of good looking girls tho.. big boobies... enjoying my patheticx little life.. starting to move crap towards st. cath... can't wait to get out of this shithole city and back to another shithole city... i guess this is enufff rambling for one day... Current Mood: Go Fuck Yourself. Current Music: the trees(live), Rush.

had a good weekend away.. no tantrums this time.. we hung out and he got xmas present's late.. never seen a happier kid... had pizza... well he had pizza i had crust.... note to self.. buy a bag of pepporni's next time.... hung out with joe it was alright... i think i'm really gonna like living in st. cath this time.. hobby shop for trains downtown and a comic book store with a huge quarter bin... should be cool and will keep my intrests high.. i never bothered exploring the city the last time.. distracted... should be an interesting year... Current Mood: Really Fucking Happy (first time in a long time) Current Music: Coma, Gun's And Roses.

still waiting on my loan.... doesn't seem like i can catch a break this week.. hopefully my loan will come in tommorow and all will be good in the world.. i'm getting really sick of noodles and soap.. gotta buy groceries and spending all my time at the university and watching movies becuz i have nothing better to do... man my life has taken a decidely boring turn of late.. but that's probaly a good thing.. time to grow up...material things are meaningless... they just end up being thrown away... Current Mood: not happy Current Music: Hallowed be My name, Alice Cooper.

i did i'm much happier now.. when you face the bleak face of the other half of thirty and stop pretending to be 17 maybe then you'll face responsibilty and stop playing games... Current Music: Dust and Bones, Gun's and Roses.