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The Deathly Hallows part I



Life is too short to be constantly fucking pissed off like this. Especially over things that have no substance and do not fucking matter. I have real things that i need to address and maybe I should walk away from some of these distractions. I was always better when i was focused on the important things rather than the mindless distractions.

When people drag me down i simply stop associating with them, there is only one person that gets that exemption and i would gladly follow her into hell. However, even there the rules are very rigid. I dont fold for anyone. I never have. I'll stand my ground. What I wont stand for is not being respected. 

I'm sick of being angry about things I cannot control. Ending this is something I can control. So at this point walking away isn't enough. This time I am going to do something drastic and put the exclamation point on it.

I have enough drama in my life i don't need something someone I care about having it ruined by useless drama and nonsense. I have enough of the weight of the world on my shoulders to not fucking care about little pathetic people with agendas and jealousy. 

When something stops being fun or interesting it just stops for me, and it stopped being both a long time ago.

Fuck off.

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