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The Unforgiven III


Sometimes you have to wonder why things are the way they are. i have not been sleeping well recently. I really think i need to examine both my ethics and my survival skills and where i want to be in 5 or ten years from now and know that i have made a diffrence and not just eke out a living doing what i thought was the right thing but may be the wrong circumstance, one cannot win a battle if one is the only one concerenced for well being or another persons rights, i'm getting sick of the politics and how they affect the kids, and i'm getting really sick of how certian clients are being treated it isn't fair and it is becoming rather obvious some people are turning a blind eye while others are not...

Current Mood: Unclear.
A man may fall many times, but he won't be a failure until he says that someone pushed him.

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