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Punisher: War Zone


What the fuck is it with people who think they can call me on my day off and ruin my entire day out with my mother by yelling and screaming and bithing at me for about ten minutes... i know your the fucking supervisior but i'd already debreifed the day before with the boss... and if you want to threaten my job that's fine put something formally in writing, it's not like it hasn't happened before, if i'm wrong in trying to support these kids and have them have a normal life, then i guess i'm fucking wrong. the behavior yesterday, so fucking loud my mother could hear you on the other side of the cellphone, doesn't border on harrassment it is harrassment, and it's not the first fucking time you've done this, i think i've finally figured out where the fucking politics and backstabbing starts and ends at work, it's not surprising, i do have to wonder why you would prefer the employees be miserable and at each other's throats and angry and without direction in this feild, i thought we were expected to help each other, but instead, because everyone looks to you for leadership we are crumbling apart... you can't help that tho.. you don't have any training in being a leader, just in being a jerk.. being a leader takes leadership a skill you seem to lack, when i am mentally preparing a resignation letter in my head it shouldn't come as a surprise when your name is mentioned, i'm sick of the harrassment and abuse you heap upon me and others, it's all about keeping your spot and keeping things running your way and not the right way... i've been having ethicals issues recently with how everything comes together and now i know why... i will continue to sit around and keep my mouth shut and do my job.. but I'm not surprised at the level of decay in our organization and the apparente causes.. it would be one thing if i was the only one feeling this way but i know that i am not... and I know that in your school boy bully behavior you have in the past and currently still use these behaviors towards a certian client, i Like my job but when my ethics are being stretched paper thing i have to wonder how much longer i'm going to be there for, and your behavior yesterday shows me how little I am valued, of course If i made a formal complaint of harrassment i don't think I'd be the one out of a job but i don't play the political game, unlike you.

Current Mood: Frustrated.
People who fail to achieve their goals usually get stopped by frustration. They allow frustration to keep them from taking the necessary actions that would support them in achieving their desire. You get through this roadblock by plowing through frustration, taking each setback as feedback you can learn from, and pushing ahead. I doubt you'll find many successful people who have not experienced this. All successful people learn that success is buried on the other side of frustration.

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