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Seige.


it's time to get angry and intimidating, instead of sitting around and pretending everything is alrighht and letting the world go on it's merry way and be pateient with people I need to start dealing with people at face value and letting them see the darker side of me, trust is for fools and therefor I am a fool. Once upon a time tho i had a mean streak a mile wild and didn't trust anyone... it's time to bring aspects of that personailty back, i'm sitting around in pain all weekend because i can't get around to have a rotting tooth looked at so maybe now it's time to settle old scores and start taking care of me for once. Sick of doing people favors and being stabbed in the back for it... time to deal with the bullshit and time to start being the man you should fear agian.

Current Mood: In pain.
Anger is only a natural reaction; one of the mind's ways of reacting to things that it percieves to be wrong. While anger can sometimes lead people to do shocking things,it can also be an instinct to show people that something isn't right.

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