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Battle Lines are Drawn...

Sick of sitting around and waiting, it's time to take the fight to the very same people that are not doing anything except propagating the Nonsense in my life, I have some serious things i can use to fight back, and i think that it's time for me to start using some of the information and abilities in my possession to start to take the battle back to them, I Should not be sitting home alone this father's day weekend, and it's time to make these people be accountable for their actions, this effects my life, my employment, my entire mental health, It's not even about me.. but when do these people realize they are doing more harm than good? OH yeah that's right.. they are always right.. and I'm Just a Group Home Kid I have No rights, 2 and a half years of past employment, 10 years in the field, numerous references, A million Incident reports to Niagara and the fact that Toronto actually supported me in my carreer goals should come into play, you would think that some of these things should matter, well if they are being ignored, it's time to introduce these things into play.. This Nonsense has to end I need to go back to having a normal life.

Current Mood: Angry.
Current Music: Harvester Of Sorrow, Metallica.
In war, truth is the first casualty.

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