I should not be having Nightmares about Something happening to my son's mother, when one dreams of suicide it shouldn't be about someone who is the mother of his child, I am starting to fear the darkness and closing my eyes because i am having these dreams agian where you leave our boy all alone in this world other than me, I know sometimes I can get visions with some real clarity in my dreams and I am afriad of your unstable mental state that someday one of these horrible nightmares might come true.... for all the anger and hate behind these blue eyes of mine you are still his mother and that will never change, I just Can't process the fact that I am having these dreams And it scares me knowing the nonsense you have subjected that little boy and me to in his life, that something like this isn't out of the question in my mind, hopefully I'm just dreaming and it's my own subconcious internalizing things, but I'm not Convinced of that.Current Mood: Tired.
When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but creatures of emotion
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