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The Darkest Places inside my Soul.

It's time to use the darkness and all that is dead and withired inside my soul to full advantage, it's better to use the anger that has eaten away at my soul to feed upon the ones responsible...I cannot sit by and see whats left of my life keep crumbling and be smashed to bits because of other's mechanations, it's time to take control.. my fate is always in my hand... it's time to take that hand and form it into a fist.. the time for defense is over... it's now time for offense it's time to break the shackles and kick the fucking doors of control down. I am under No one's thumb.

Current Mood: Bitter.
I "believe" that parental alienation is a form of adult "bullying"--I really do....the parent of a child that will not let the other parent see their child is doing it for purely selfish reasons....most of the time it seems that the parent who is doing this to the other parent is under the impression that "they" are the "better parent"...just like the kids at school that bully and think they are "better" than the other child...how immature and purely selfish...

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