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My Demons.....

I have Demons, I have backed away or shied away from that fact.. they don't dictate what i do in my life however, I am getting frustrated by the fact that it is another day of just hitting brick walls and today I can't even leave Dundas do to cash flow to get anything else done in my life, I once felt trapped so far away in Windsor, Now i long for it... I almost wonder sometimes why the decisions I have made in my life to be a bleeding heart and to try and be a positive person were worth it, looking back on my life I am not so sure, espically with everyone I knew professionally stabbing me in the back, at least i have a home that i can keep a roof over my head and some good family and friends that see the true me above and beyond all the poisons that have infected my life and very sanity, this battle is long and hard and it's good to have support. it's even better to remember exactly what I'm fighting for and whom. as long i remeber I have both of those I'll be fine, even if my universe is swirling the drain...

Current Mood: Apathetic.
Defeat never comes to any man until he admits it.

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