I may have fucking demons inside my Head, but right now there is only one battle I need to fucking fight..I can deal with the demons later.. it's time for someone else to feel the fires of Hell and the hate and the pain that has been inflicted upon me for far too fucking long, all other issues are immaterial it's time for battle it's time for fucking war...My soul may be forfeit but there is still an innocent part of it residing within and without me... it's time to fight for him, and Him alone... there is nothing else that matters all this external bullshit in my life are a result of my choices and others choices, some of them have been poor... but I need to ignore that and move forward and fight... it's all I have left.. some days it's the only thing i have left to keep me going... So I have to use it, the anger and the rage and the Fuel, It is often bettert than sitting at home depressed and pretending I can't do anything about my fate.. if you know anything about me, you know I say fuck you to fate and continue on doing my own thing until I'm gone... I'm thinking it's about that time once agian to be gone.. but just like everything else I do in my life.. I can and will exit on my own terms, Always... and not before you feel the fire at your back.. You and I may be Damned... He isn't. Welcome to Hell Bitch, I've been here for two plus years, time you felt some of it.
Current Mood: Angry.
Current Music: Welcome to hell, Eminem Ft Royce da 59
How much reverence has a noble man for his enemies!--and such reverence is a bridge to love.--For he desires his enemy for himself, as his mark of distinction; he can endure no other enemy than one in whom there is nothing to despise and very much to honor! In contrast to this, picture "the enemy" as the man of ressentiment conceives him--and here precisely is his deed, his creation: he has conceived "the evil enemy," "the Evil One," and this in fact is his basic concept, from which he then evolves, as an afterthought and pendant, a "good one"--himself!
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