I replay every day in my mind and I think the thing that fucking Stings the most here, is that it has been almost three years, over nothing....old scars have been ripped open and new ones created.. for what to gain a fucking advantage and destroy a man and even more than that destroy a relationship between a father and a child? how do you fucking think that's going to affect him, you think he will better for it when you have real problems and resents you when he's older... I know at the end of this, I will not be the one He hates... He may hate both of us, But he will hate you more. At least i can tell him I never stopped fighting for him. This has always been about control and treating him like a possession, if you weren't so petty one day you would realize that... you would realize the damage you've done... not saying my hands are clean either but at least i have tried to be the person i always have been, I go to my grave without question's about who i am and this will not weigh as heavily on my soul as it will on yours. I know the person I am today, is the same person i was when i met you, when he was born and when you started this war.. I haven't changed.. you did. you're the one who let you're soul grow cold. it's about the next step now. and i know that at the end of the day as long as i pursue what is right in my heart and about Him, I won't stop. you'd have to kill me twice to finish this. i think the biggest thing that prays on my mind is that this would have been my week of fun to have with him because of the kids march break and you've taken all of that away from me. there will be collateral damage in this battle but i only worry about one little man's psyche and the damage you have inflicted. That will always be on your soul not mine.
Current Mood: Sad, Determined.
Current Music: Eminem, Desperation (feat. Jamie N Commons)
I'm talking about her. Just her. And doing it because... Because she took me away from you.
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