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The Writing on the Wall

I am Happy. I am doing things i enjoy and i am no longer fucking waiting on anyone to be a part of my life that does not want to be there. have you seen the things i do on a regular basis? I don't need to but i'm doing them anyways? you fucking wanna know why? because i can. i have good friends and a good life and you are not the only thing missing. my only regret is that hes not here with me. but one day that might change. for now, I'm going to live and simply be the person i am. because i am happy and living a good life and not worried about the past or the future. I just Live in this fucking moment, the way i always should have done and let things happen, without regret. I was too busy chasing tomorrow that maybe i lost today, ah well no regrets. This is who I am now. this is who im always going to be, I'd rather be a free spirit and do what makes me happy than a ball of anger scorching the earth, the way you almost forced me to be. I came close to losing myself but I didn't. Not yet. Not Fucking ever.

Current Mood: Happy.

But she had known, better than anyone else, what demons he had faced, had known how hard he had fought to free himself from them. That he had lost the fight in the end made the struggle no less honorable.

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