one must understand the rules of the game in order to make gambles, you are as addicting as everyone of my other addictions that i have long ago admitted i have no control over other than by abstinence and staying away from them ...of course a little absinthe never hurt anyone either, but yeah tonight i wasn't ready, when you want to speak of mutually assured destruction i wonder if i am the one bringing you down. a lot has changed within my mind in a decade,some veiws and sentiments remain the same but there's still damaged goods there and i'm confused. a letter needs to be writtten not just to you but to a lot of people, hell i need to start writing the books i always talked about... sorta like that pipe dream university thing. have i become so secluded in mediocrity that i am no longer willing to take risks?
Current Mood: Wishes he'd taken the blue pill.
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