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Fear, Himself.


one wonders about himself and the cracks between himself when the weeaknesses are starting to show in a personal life and becoming uncontrollable... when someone is very right about something but i refuse to acknowledge it, that's not healthy. of course i have a destiny and winds of change will take me where they will. one day maybe soon a return to niagara is possible at the current moment i kinda of like it here, warts, demons and issues included. maybe i should take a step back and look at my actions as i can see my fears and my anger and all of my demons affect someone i care about, but it's real easy to run away when you see something you can't control or understand. i have been resitant to change by other than my own hand for years, the same goes for control, the minute someone tries to define me i define myself by being exactly what they think i am, and being very predictable.

Current Mood: you mean other than the hangover?

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Unknown said…
i don't need your redemption
i don't want you to deceive me
and I don't need your forgiveness
i only want you to believe me

do you see me here
i'm standing naked
do you see me here
i'm on my knees

now all my life i've been wandering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothing found still searching
for sound...
underground

now let me tell you about a story
it's about a man consumed with vice
he's theosophical in nature
and hedonistic in disguise

and all his life he's been wandering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothing found still searching for sound
underground...

i don't need your redemption
i don't want you to deceive me
and I don't need your forgiveness
i only want you to believe me

and all my life i've been wandering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothing found still searching
for sound...
underground

and all my life i've been wandering
looking for teachers with the keys
nothing found still searching
for sound...
underground

underground

underground
1:29 PM
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